Sunday, February 20, 2005

We've had a calm Sunday here... sipping some peppermint tea right now, kids are making icecream sundaes and have a friend sleeping over tonight, as there's no school next week. Small snowstorm hitting tomorrow, so far doesn't look like anything to be overly concerned about. Was supposed to work tonight, but the guy who wasn't sure he'd be back from New York is back. Had a great time last night at the Beyond The Embrace concert, all ages show with the kids. It's been a nice weekend.

Spent some time yesterday and today going over some issues that have to be resolved next week. I'm not sure anything will change, but we're at least going to do our best to inform a few people of what has taken place (and what hasn't taken place.) We're too focussed now on the reality of the situation, along with our own course in things to really care what any of the incompetent, uninformed, and careless agenda backwashes are planning or thinking. We know now that they will ignore advice from somebody way above their own leagues, and that perhaps was the most telling of just how flawed they are. They can be as stubborn as they want to now, we know we've got no power over that, we came to that conclusion a while ago. Now we view each mistake, each screwup, each event as additions to what will end up creating changes.

They are getting more brazen now, which is ok... we could get angry, but we won't, because it's actually gotten comical in a way, although we're not laughing.

We are allowing them to continue on their agendas, calmly focussed on our own truth and knowledge, with love and compassion they could never fathom, and the truth and knowledge that others know now, too. Documenting everything and allowing the true proffesionals to witness for themselves how things are with these screwballs. I think it's great they want to remove all doubt of their incompetence, not only with us, but with others far more powerful than we could ever be. They keep doing this, every step of the way. It's good to see them dorking it up so badly, from a strictly comedy standpoint. Somehow I didn't expect them to; I think I held out hope they were just waiting for word from the test results as much as we were, to better understand, to get the clarity. The clarification came; they just ignored it. Much as I hate to say it, they are doing us a big favor by continuing to screw up, after the fact. I'd rather they not screw up, but they made their choices. I've no idea why I'm as shocked as I am that they selected to continue on their paths of cluelessness and really, really, really bad decisions.

But, again, that will all end up working out for the best. Not for them, but it will be working out for the best.

I swear one day this entire blog will make sense. For now, it's going to go along as it is, until I can explain, in detail, everything going on here. It may be months. It may be years. When the time is right. For now, only close family members and friends are aware of the entire scope of things... and they support us, and for now we only desire feedback from them personally.

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